in 2005 I... 

[x] broke a promise
[x]moved away 
[ ] left the country
[x]went to a new school(HIGHSCHOOL)
[x]made new friends
[x]fell in love 
[ ] fell out of love [THERES NO SUCH THING]
[x]did something I swore never to do
[x]cried 
[ ] stole
[x]cried over a broken heart
[x]disappointed someone close to me
[x]hid a secret[I WAS ONLY TRULY OPEN TO ONE PERSON THIS YEAR] 
[x]pretended to be happy
[/] got arrested [I GUESS A TICKET CAN HALF WAY COUNT]
[x]kissed in the rain
[x]slept under the stars[ON MY BIRTHDAY ACC.] 
[ ] had a birthday that sucked[THAT WAS 2004 LOL] 
[ ] kept my new years resolution 
[ ] forgot my new years resolution[IV NEVER MADE ONE] 
[x]met someone who changed my life 
[ ] met one of my idols
[x]changed my outlook on life[AND I O HIM SO MUCH FOR HELPING ME] 
[x]pretended to be sick
[x]loved him knowing he didn't love me back[NUTHING HURTS MORE] 
[x]gave up something important to me[SOMETHINGS YOU HAVE TO LEARN WHEN TO JUST GIVE UP,(ITS PART OF BEING STRONG ENOUGH TO SEE YOUR BETTER OFF STOPING WHILE YOUR BEHIND)] 
[x]lost something expensive
[x]Learned something new about myself
[x]tried something I normally wouldnt try and liked it
[x]made a change in my life
[x]found out who my true friends were
[x]made a total fool of myself 
[x] met great people 
[ ] got addicted to myspace
[/] got in a car accident
[ ]fell in love with a teacher at school 
[ ] broke a bone 
[x] dyed my hair
[x]almost died 
[ ] went to the ER or was admitted to the hospital
[x]nearly died of laughter 
[ ] gave up on love

yea havent done this for awhile...
not rlly much to say
schools ok
friends are ok
this years going better then the last two so far so i rlly have nuthing to complain about and um yea i think im hanginout with eric and austin and lanie and hannah tonight but ionno and tmorro every1s comin over after i work and i think im busy sun idk so i wont be on much this weekend

well last night was hc, i thought it would be alot better then it was and i think in ruined a few ppls night so i feel kinda bad,but i love all of u that were there for me and im sry that u didnt have as much fun as u should have,oh well i dont think ill be going next year,its to much drama and its not worth getting ppl upset(we got sum pics from last night ill put them up when i can)

im also tryn to work sum things out that im confused about,and i hope i get them straight soon cuz its all startn to get to me

well im about to go do batting pra. then im coming back here takin a shower then seeing who else wants to go to the movies with me and a few ppl

well im sick and rlly bored so i guess ill update
hc's comin up soon,goin alone this year,but it'll still be fun(hopefully)
um schools not goin too good(i think im failn a few classes)
um not sure if im likn anyone anymore or not,well let me put it diffrent i do but im questioning if its gonna work out